The story of Sheeps and Wolves...

Introduction
It's this movie, The world without thieves, and a Japanese drama, The Tragedy of M, insipired me to think in such a way like sheparding in bible. However, and again, this blog is for non-spiritual material so u can find the bible related part of this blog in my xanga one. I've kind of shared the story to two people, my dear is one of them and the other is someone I've know not long, so kind of diging deeper to the relation. Since I've got too much in the novel I write, so I rather wanna share this in here instead. Same time, I wanna ask for forgiveness from my dear.

The Story...

The Hook:
(from TofM) Mr. Nice Secure born in a happy family, until a robber came robbed their place at his age of 5, so from then Mr. Nice got hurt and don't wanna same thing happen to his life ever. He wants to secure everything he did/have, and be nice to anyone just so that no body will be his enemy. Until he met Miss Mysterious, Nice was a supervisor of a security corporation, a fiance of that corporation's CEO's daughter, and saved 3 million dollars for his future. But after an encounter with Miss Mysterious, she targeted him and set him up. He got fired, got dumped and all the money got stolen by her yet she insist he deserved it and even have to say sorry to her. He lived deeply into the shock and angry coz he thought everybody in his case will think himself is rightious. But just why she insist his apoligies to her for when he's rightious?

The Answer:
The story reveal itself bits by bits, as Mr Nice found out that Miss M's ex-bf, passed away just before he met her, so he thought the dealth might be related to himself...(After a series of thinking he is right, nothing related to him then another plot came prove him wrong...blah blah blah) He realize his character(protective to himself, need high security, dont wanna have enemy by helping others..etc) attracts others to use him, and offen became target for gangs to threat on. There's one time he got threated again by gangs, he cried for help and a couple helped him, and you bet, it is Miss M and her ex-bf, her ex save Mr Nice and Nice just said thanks and left. What he didn't realized is the gangs return and stabbed her ex, eventuelly died, she got raped.. blah blah blah. .ruined her life. When Mr. Nice found out the truth, his mind collapsed...

"Life's just a temperory assignment" The meaningful conclusion:
After all these "series of searching" for the truth by Mr. Nice and Miss. M, they both understand more and more of each other and they understand reasons behind their actions and behaviours. They evolves from Hates, to Loves, moreover, since the dramaticness of the events, they treasure each other very much. and More...

"Where's the Sheeps and Wolves?"

U r right? I haven't mentioned the animals yet. Coz Sheeps and Wolves are ourselves, in OUR lives. "Now I get it." you might thought, "U wanna tell us about the infamously common quote, even from that thief movie-- 'The sheep finally realized there are wolves in this world, but it's too late!" Well... U r just partly correct, since that's not all of "The process" of realization and I will used the above story to explain "The process".

My learning curve -- to this day: A wolf, learning to be like the goat for scarfice.
I believe everyone started as a sheep, innocient, just run without destination, until they met the wolf who hurt them. Mr. Nice born like sheep, until the robber came who hurt him like wolf. After, he became protective to himself and do many things which actually hurt others without notice, this is like learning to be a wolf but not admit as one. There's also another path, which happened to Miss. M which indirect hurt by Mr. Nice and hurt by the gangs and consequence of her ex's death, Miss. M evolve into a wolf instantly. Now when Miss. M hurt Mr. Nice, Nice evolve into a wolf too to fight back with Miss. M. Now let's recall the characters of wolves, they eat sheeps and fight selffishly for food among others and die according to their own causes. But that's not the story leads into because there are directions to choose to be with even for wolves. Wolfs can either choose to be a wolf with sheep's skin, or sheep with wolf's skin. Better explaination;
a) a wolf's nature, but learning/acting to be like a innocient sheep just to get close the sheeps. Or
b) knowing their nature lead to extinction so they return to sheeps' nature, but acting or looks like a wolf in order to survive in the croud of wolves.
Refering back to Nice and Miss M's story, while they are fighting and Nice searching the truth, Nice evolving into type a) who he thought he is always innocient, yet he hurt M, and M who's evoloving into type b) who realizing her hurting deeds return to her against her favour in long run, yet there are bad people around her so she have to act bad to save herself.

Now the question is, what's "A wolf, learning to be like the goat for scarfice."?
*Btw this is indeed the farest I can think of at this moment from the progress of my own, there are probaby more stages I can realize after sometime I grow more mature.
The key to the successful relationship between Mr. Nice and Miss M is they both later evolved again into wolves which learn to be forgive, and love each other unconditionally without return. I reffered this to "the goat for scarfice" under a bible prospective so I don't explain why in here. But for each term, like why they are "wolves" is refering to our imperfectness of our kind. Since we're all imperfect, thus we will hurt anyone eventually no matter how good we think or we can become. therefore admiting our imperfectness, or sin, we admit ourselves as wolves. Now, for the forgiveness is also from our own's imperfection so we should lower our expectations to anybody(expectation can be different from our goals). And finally love each other unconditionally without return is an ideal to wolves, we can never get to there, that's why I refer as wolves learning to be ... There is only theoratically there are only Alpha and Omega: From the ultimate reason of my exist which's beyond man's ability to understand in time, and For the ultimate consequece of my exist which's beyond man's ability to understand in time. Which what ever that Alpha = Omega => the Almighty not bounded under dimensions of man's knowledage, therefore conceptually UNKNOWN unless this Almighty let us know him/it..undescribable. Only this UNKNOWN can love us unconditionally when we exists, plus we can do what ever we want taking our own cause and effect. for More.. go to my Xanga blog.

So, honestly I think myself is a wolf learning to be like the goat for scarfice. I'm imperfect, I do and will hurt you dear, I wish u can forgive me, I know I went to the wedding, ignoring what u worried and needs is my fault. Also, I cannot be full truth in outside, like we both are, we cannot be realself, we used to not being realself too long for others, but through arts, writings or songs we can express ourselves. Please forgive me dear, and I know what's ur worries, pass to me. U knew me too, just u don't know what actually happened. I love you dear, not because of anything, it's unconditional ideally, well.. at least I learn to love u like that.

I'm sorry...