Easter...

Well.. pretty busy last week, a bit easier from now.

My dad just came back here last wed, gotta plan4him activities and hopefully be happy with all of US. I really miss my dear, n want her advices, hopefully we each be able to give some time together. Anyhow, my home is now opened for $420,000 listed on here with some photos. This thrusday's work@bank was crazy, and I almost forced to wear the bunny ears n did tried few times... so good nobody I know came to branch.. hee~ and my dear wasn't there either. One thing a customer pointed out is so true is that we lost focus of what Easter supposed to be. Now the world is changing to the bad side more of the good.. and the people thinkings are so divided, ... hm.. the Split will come soon. Hee~ anyway, yesterday the lunch@church is so good, for just $2/person right on my budget, no offense but my old church@BTBC we offen have lunch so expensive, lived abundance without realizing it and offen mistreated what's given to extegrate small problem to big.
I'm kind of stand in the middle from two prospective of church. God allowed this place to fulfill people's expectations, that's where prayer stands for, meanwhile nothing about more or less important, but ALSO this place is for worship and learn God, and particularly God's word, the Bible. Church not equal school, nor charity society, nor gov't, but Church have elements of all with ONLY God as leader of ALL.
So talking about Priests, bishops, pastors to varies spirtual leaders, I treated them as brothers and sisters, and respect their hearts and deeds, but I DON'T FOLLOW THEM, they r just men. Easter, God surely deserved my exception to put christian stuff here as well as my attention and focus to him and may we all self-reflect and celebrate this wonderful day4us in our history of mankind. We all wittessing what's written, innocient does not comes from being one and we aren't.

溺水的人...

This blog however, is very deep, it's not a staight forward message.
Every wording have meaning more than semantics(or the language).
Pls devote my leads from one to another.. Thanks and enjoy.

Devotional Case Study:
For most people, Picked the best choice is what made men proud of and appreciate as one. A friend of mine, picked a very good gal as his wife, graduated at University, stabe job, love him and family. But then she got addicted to something(ie: smoke, alchol, sex, or just coffee, addiction could mean cannot self-control usage for now, may discuss later). The addiction deeply influence her life, the family, the job..everything. To the point, her wife willingly ask my friend to divorce her, and he did. He said is the burden is out of his expectation before marriage. Now my question is, is NOT who's right/wrong? but What's/re miss of their "marriage"? & What's left for us to CHOOSE to be my dear? UR dear? IF U r my friend, what would u do? will u divorce IF ALLOWED?

My msg:
We r all addicted...
Although we've reconized it in different degrees or even didn't reconized it.
Although I'm not telling u to face it or deal with it.
It's this addictions can/could/would let us realized our imperfection.
It's this realizations can/could/would let us need to love and be loved.
What's love? An indigrent in our marriage...
What's Marriage? "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."
Who's our love and be loved thru FATE(Past /w made choices)?
Who's our CHOICES(Present /w consequences to carry) to be husband and wife?
To my dearest, family, bro n sis, friends n fellow livings,
Why our FATE brought Today's?
Why our CHOICES BE those Appealings, Classes, "Talented", Riches or Fames?
Why there're challenges, trials and crisis we failed?
Why there're misunderstandings, separations, and divorces?
Although we cannot understand something when we're not ready.
Although I cannot force u to something u r not willing.
It's God's willingness loved and our willingness to be loved made men perfect
It's Our willingness to love and be loved make us "will become one flesh".
We're imperfect, the guiltiness from repeation of sins made us suffered MOST IF, without love.
I'm imperfect, and never expect u r perfect. I love u my dear, Will U love me too?
"Could God made contradiction true?" Yes, as he seen/shown/made perfection to US.
Can we have a holy marriage? Yes, as HE shown the trinity to us.

Case study(cont):
Now there's another true life story, a wife, still. Once an alcholic, still fighting her addiction for herself, husband and her young daughter, shared her story and wrote a novel call 溺水的人, just recently being transformed into TV drama in Japan. Her story, her life with all those surround her wittnesses few of the most precious lessons of life. Her appreciation comes from a long pain n realizations is something that we should learned and self-reflect upon it.

Perkin

(Special msg written for My dear Christine, Rebecca, Edward, Peter, Christines, Annias, those who think God is bounded by math + logical truth*, those who r planning to get marry, and those whom confused by "patterns of this world")

Exam!!!! 50% due 1 wk after

Since working back at TD reminds me a lot of good moments I've had @246, we're like family. Now@339 GBlessed enough, it's not a bad branch and full of potentials to become better. So after 1-2 wks getting familiar /w duties, I'll do my social influence. My dear sleeps in front of me today, hee~ so ... interesting, GBlessed all the way~ Although I need to go to school afterwork, tireness flickling my head, but I've met back Ben from ex-debate team, HA.. like meeting an old best friend. haha.. not really that old. He's now working@branch on East breaver cre, he told me that their branch changing ppl so fast coz above is commerical banking n a lot of allstate..etc so quite a big pull factor there. Now I've got at least two friends we can work together on the Exam, which's due on next Wednesday. GBlessed once again, thank you and may ur spirit be within us always. GBless those we care more or less and let's build our future together my dear.

Ants - learning from the collective

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/science/nature/4319739.stm

"What's really gorgeous about this is that the ants that are unburdened, that are running out to the swarm-front to find new prey-items, can run more quickly because they're not carrying anything, and they form two express lanes on either side of the main trail, whereas all the ants coming back with food take a central lane."

"It seems that ants are not just dumb miracles of evolution - they can learn from experience.
When you destroy their nest and make them migrate to a new one, they manage it very efficiently, as you would expect.
If you repeat the exercise next day, they achieve the same thing - but this time they do it even faster. Now that's scary."

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Thanks for couple of friends who sent me this.